Death is extraordinarily like life when we know how to live. You cannot live without dying. You cannot live if you do not die psychologically every minute. This is not an intellectual paradox. To live completely, wholly, everyday as if it were a new loveliness, there must be a dying to everything of yesterday, otherwise you live mechanically, and a mechanical mind can never know what love is or what freedom is.J. Krishnamurti, Freedom from the Known
Cautiously, I allowed myself to feel good at times. I found moments of peace in cheap rooms just staring at the knobs of some dresser or listening to the rain in the dark. The less I needed, the better I felt.
Charles Bukowski
The artist often looks and feels like a loser or a child or a haunted slave and helpless master.
Charles Baxter
Some machine made us; machine of the world, the constricting family. Then back to the world, polished by soft whips.
We dream; we don’t remember.
Machine of the family: dark fur, forests of the mother’s body. Machine of the mother: white city inside her.
And before that: earth and water. Moss between rocks, pieces of leaves and grass.
And before, cells in a great darkness. And before that, the veiled world.
This is why you were born: to silence me. Cells of my mother and father, it is your turn to be pivotal, to be the masterpiece.
I improvised; I never remembered. Now it’s your turn to be driven; you’re the one who demands to know:
Why do I suffer? Why am I ignorant? Cells in a great darkness. Some machine made us; it is your turn to address it, to go back asking what am I for? What am I for?
Because in the end, you won’t remember the time you spent working in the office or mowing your lawn. Climb that goddamn mountain.
Jack Kerouac (via likeafieldmouse)